The program I matched to for its location is way more malignant than I expected and I'm having buyer's remorse. I love the rare times I get to actually do neurosurgery or when anyone teaches me something, but it usually never happens. It's terrible coming in to work every day. Any PGY-2 openings this upcoming year?
This is the correct response. Most of intern year is not spent in the OR. Focus on learning how to run a floor and care for your patients. If the PGY-2s at your program are not good teachers, utilize the time you spend with the residents above them, and take in as much knowledge as you can. Observe what works and what doesn't work about the communication and organization of the residents and attendings around you. Establish relationships with NPs, the floor nurses who work overnights on your floor, and with residents and fellows in other programs, so that there are open lines of communication that will better serve you in treating your patients and building your base of knowledge.
You're not going to transfer to a different program and find automatic happiness.