06-21-2017, 09:54 PM
I just can't keep up anymore. How do you guys all have 250s on both Step 1 and 2, 13+ publications, all Honors on your rotations, 3 sub Is, and 4 letters. This is just insane.
I feel so inadequate and miserable. I have a Step 1 closer to the national average than neurosurgery average, can't fit in Step 2 while I'm on sub Is, and got a mix of H and HP this year. I hope to finish up strong on my Sub Is and get solid letters. Luckily I do have close to the mark on the research but I've heard so many people tell me that is the least important aspect.
I just feel like giving up so many times during the day. Nothing I ever do will be good enough.
I feel so inadequate and miserable. I have a Step 1 closer to the national average than neurosurgery average, can't fit in Step 2 while I'm on sub Is, and got a mix of H and HP this year. I hope to finish up strong on my Sub Is and get solid letters. Luckily I do have close to the mark on the research but I've heard so many people tell me that is the least important aspect.
I just feel like giving up so many times during the day. Nothing I ever do will be good enough.